Can't help you.
For me, 17 years on a farm, 16 in the Marines, 30+ off grid, now retired.
Lost 1/2 of right & 1/4 of left to a bullet, shattered left ankle, lost both knees, lost left hip, back broke in 5 places, neck in 2, left shoulder busted.
I scratched up the money to get my back fixed...